nahbei... play human stack until cadet go hospital (breathing difficulties)... aiyahx... sibei long story... ambulance is actually realli unecessary... thanks to bossy tabletennis coach...

many thanks to REDXY for ur help in this matter... lolx... i salute the redcross... they are definately indispensible...

so aniwae the cadet went to hospital, spend 10 mins checking den jiu can go home lerx... stupid... wasting civil defence resources... and $65 for A&E... haha...

kk... dun want go into animore details... the thought of the aftermath itself is scary... wat to tell wahkiat manx... and all the crap that is gonna be implicated... kaoz....

so aniwae after lunch go his house visit him... den he is like perfectly fine lohx.. can go do unarmed again... haha.. den summore we bought damn lotsa snacks for him... whole bagfull... nahbei... eat until next christmas also cannot finish manx...

visit lerx jiu go ut wif my mum... paragon... and my mama bought pink bag with matching slippers... OMG... but not THAT pink lahx... dunno how to sae... dun look odd jiu dui lerx...

hmm... so cock... prepare for defaulters parade when sch reopen... kaoz... kk... go tok to my dear lerx.... ciao...

Earn what you deserve, deserve what u earn
L.Chee, 2004 AD


warning: boring lecture ahead... dun listen if u dun wanna fall asleep at ur comp

earning what u deserve simply means getting what u want thru sheer efforts. it also means that one should do his best to achieve what he thinks he deserves. the above are 2 easily achievable actions. however it is to deserve what u earn that is the harder task. deserving what u earn means to be consistently capable of what u have achieve, or what others expect of you. take respect for example. it is easy to earn respect, but its is difficult to maintain the fact that u are deserving of the respect that others have for you. the same goes for a simple certificate. it is easy to earn a certificate, but its difficult to maintain ur standards such that u are deserving of the certificate you hold. people question whether u have earned ur achievments, but more often than not people forget to question themself whether they are still worthy of their achievments. in the case of higher ranking officers who flaunt their authoity without using it appropriately; they might have earned their rank, but they surely do not deserve their rank.

ok... after so much crap, i hope u are slightly enlightened... if u are not, jux treat it as crap... to all my NCC buddies out there... do keep this in mind the next time u wear ur badges and of coz, ur all-so-important rank...

whohoo... sian christmas is over... hmm... melinda hospitalised for food poisoning... haha... all the oyster fault... lolx... kk... later going out shopping... damn sian, coz is go wif my mama... hhaa... den she will buy bag and shoe again... standard derx... eveytime go out, bu shi buy bag, jiu shi buy shoe... wah lan ehx... buay ta han... haha.. and my stupid comp keep giving me probs... argh... stewpid lahx... now cant play my half life 2 properly... haha... kk... i go try to reinstall lerx... ciao...

wohoo.. back... camp rox... chalet was sian... hmm... cant adapt to the jokes manx... not farnie... still camp is da best... 2IC, upperstudies, S1, S4, RSM, all rawks... PCs... ahem... dunno wat to sae... eheheh... so aniwae... slept like shiet in the afternoon... lolx... gonna go back to my halflife 2 tml... muahaha...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

yo yo yo
i'm here to invade again
dear's currently in camp now
he wun noe wad i've done to his blog this past few days
i gonna change his blogskin to pink in colour!!!!!
heheheh
i'll definitely do it...
(provided i have the time!!)
heheheh

missing you now dear
takaree of urself
love u loads...

hmm... tml going for camp lerx... wun be blogging for next few days... kk... buzy now... bye guys... happie holidays....

earn what u deserve, deserve what u earn

yoz everybody!!!
joycee is right here
invading and corroding ur blogiee!!
ur old skin had been destroyed by me
haha
dunno whether issit nice anot
looks a bit cramp
but nvm rite?
u'll still like it rite?
heheheh
i jus knew it!
bleahs
wanted to make it more girlish at first
but scared you'll scold me
so i came out with dis
wahahas
hope u dun mind
took a long time to decide on it
mus thank me kz?
hehe



i'm signing off.......
takare........
buabuaix........

hmm... so long neh blog liaox... came back from CT chalet on thurs nite... den fri go training... so been ccpied... haha... the chalet damn cock... got 3/5 ppl around jiu shi litad... haha... and CT's flying soon... go UK... hehe... have 'fun' there.....

CALC in 2daes... woot... its finally here... but den horx... some air CLT had to make changes jux 3 days b4 camp..... arghh... fucked up... but nvm... wif me around, no cock ups... hehe...

hm... so long nv see dearx... miss ya... dun think i will be seeing u till u get back from malaysia... hmm... hao xiang ni....

wahx... stupid norx... my pap go and do recovery on the comp..eans evrything gone... means eveything muz rednload... cock nahx... kk... tonite got time den blog... hmm...

happie 5 mths dearx... lurve ya...

hmm... haven been updating... ever since i started playing


HALF LIFE 2!!!!

muahaha... lurve that game sia... sibei stylo... gonna be addicted liaox... hehe... CALC in 10 more days... haha... suddenly thot of so many things not done... hmm... jialat sia... but everything will be fine de lahx... wif me as OIC... oops... haha... later whole camp cock up i sia sway... hmm... dear fell down at camp... den got blisters to... take care horx... hmm... chalet week next week... cant wait... but gonna miss my momma... lolx... hmm.. kk... go play my halflife2 liaox... feeweet...

"Same Old Brand New You"


I can still remember the time you were there
When I needed to hold you, feel you
Everytime I ask you to find a new way
You lie a new way
Is it gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
You'll change
You'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2
You said you'd change
But I'm afraid
It's something I won't live to see
It's seems so strange
That sometimes fate
Can appear to be so real
And yet turn out to be a fantasy
Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promises
Same old game ( Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)
Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're the same old brand new you
You'll change, you'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2
Because of you, I guess we're through
Is this the way it has to be
I've been a fool (Ben - I've been a fool)
A fool for you (Ben - A fool for you)
But I've got better things to do than let you walk all over me
Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promisesSame old game (Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)
Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're the same old brand new you
I can still remember the time you were there
When I needed to hold you, feel you
Everytime I ask you to find a new way
You lie a new wayIs it gone, gone, gone, gone, gone(Instrumental break)
You'll change, you'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2
Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promises
Same old game (Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)
Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're still the same old brand new you
Another night, another day
What I can say
You break your promises in two
What can I doAnother night, another day
What I can say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
You're still the same old brand new you

ehx... tell u ppl a secret...:


I PASS OUT LERXXX!!!
feeweet... my chiochio SSG rank and my chiochio red/white lanyard... muahaha... xue james bond; my name is lester, staff lester

haha... sbxl.... cant stand myself... wahx... jing shun win award sia... platoon best... now ony left yan hao... chao extra... haha... kk... after my POP suppose to go buy my new phone... budden realise that if i wait one more mth, the price will be $100 cheaper.... so wait norx... haha....

kk... aiming for supernumery... heheh....

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all


____never be replaced____

okok... SSC day 2... finish all our mutual lerx... den after lunch was like 3 -4 hours if lecture... wahx... slp till damn shiok with no one to kan us... muhaah.... kk.. den there is this maam wif this alwaes like wanna cry face... bth sia... ACJC derx... kaox.... den her partner is totaly look like cui shan... haha... kk... all suffering over lerx... jux slack tml in the morning and POP in afternoon...!!! wheee.... tml jiu got lanyard lerx.... hehe... den todae our slogan was abt sia lan nahx... but who cares.... i lurve sierra company

left, left, left right, Metal spoon(our 'cool' group name)
left right lanyard
left right 1 more day......

yeahx!!! SSC got lanyard... muahaha.... tml gonna do my mutual... todae was still ok... do drill til like BWG... turn dark lerx... end of 3 days dunno wat happen to me... haha... kk... me and my smelly uniform.. nth much to sae... looking forward to POP on sat... muahahaha.... go 'practice' my mutual lerx... buaix

every move u make, every breathe u take, i'll be watching u....
miss ya dear...

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go

But if I have to boy I think that you should know

All the love we make can never be erase

And i promise you that you will never be replaced



notti joycee signing off..............

hmm... paiseh... like soooooo long no ntry lerx... hmm... kk... recent happening events:
i fracture my thumb (i think)....
many cuts all over my hands and legs...
SSC counting down left ONE day and i still like heck care......
Camp proposal and everything finally finished.....
and i am buying new phone todae!!!! (shld be)
hahaha... 6670 horx.... dun playplay... hmm...
but next 3 days cant use, dun wanna bring to SSC and let the CLTs confisicate...
kk... going sch soon... will try to update everynite k??? haha... cya

band rawks...

dear rawks more....